Been away for a while

I've been away for quite some time but it is not fun to blog with no responses! (smiles) Oh well, At least I can vent here and have a hard copy of it as well. My BP is definitely been on the down side for quite some time and the untimely death of my Aunt Chenita McNair Peoples on 7/25/09 has not made it any better. I hurt from the loss but I really hurt for her only daughter and my Mom and the many other people that are deeply affected by her passing. I love you Auntie...

Life at home as also plays a part in my depression yet is also the reason I keep moving. Being a single parent and financially strapped really takes it toll on me and the chronic pain really gets to me.

I have tried once again to start a home based business and it is going fairly well. I thought my childrens book would be on a bookstore shelf by now but problems have not been resolved thus far and that is a downer but I'm sure it will get done to completion.

My weight is up to a ridiculous level and that really crushes me as I worked so very hard to lose weight. I lost about 67 pounds and have gained every pound and probably a few extra ones. I was doing very well until two bouts of pneumonia and then pain flare ups back to back. I stopped exercising, fell into a deeper depression and you can figure out the rest.

My relationship is okay but just not where I want or need it to be...

Post more later today...